I never write anymore, but i should it gives me someone to talk to..is that sad? Talking to myself by writing out my thoughts. I dont know, it feels sort of calming. I am very happy lately, i got a new job and i am working out and eating right and i just feel good about myself. I cant wait to start my new job tomorrow and i hope i make a ton of money there. I already feel happier because of having this job and i havent even started yet. Now the only missing piece to my happiness is my living situation, but i know i need to save money and thats what ill be doing with two jobs. So i need to make the best of everything right now because ill get to what i want slowly.
I feel so happy and i havent felt this happy in a really long time, and i feel happy because ive been making an effort to change things in my life that i feel unhappy with. Its nice to be able to control how i feel and decide how i want my day to go.